White Feather Dreams

I had just been thinking about writing an article on the importance of kindness when the media announced the death of Dolly Parton. I'd never met her personally, but I was always aware of this beautiful soul energy that seemed to emanate from her. She just exuded kindness and I truly believe that is one of the most important things we can give as human beings. When I think back to people who have now passed, I remember each of them for their kindness. They probably never realised at the time that, decades later, I would still remember something they had said or done. Yet those little moments stayed with me. Far too many to mention them all here but a few...... There was the greengrocer, Mr Whittle, who managed the Co-op on our estate. He would always stand outside in his white grocer's coat, greeting the customers as they came in. So that mum could walk around quicker without carrying the basket and me, Mr Whittle would either hold my hand or carry me around the store while cha...

Something happened the other day that I'd like to share with you. As always  I'll start by saying if I didn't experience these things first hand I'd probably be pulling faces, rolling my eyes or thinking this persons probably drinking too much coffee ?  😁 So if its not your thing, feel free to scroll, I get it. So a little back story first so that it hopefully makes more sense, from the age of 5 I used to walk up the road ( yes times were different then, kids were free) looking up at the sky crying in frustration and asking god and spirit why they sent me here and why they never responded any more, like it was the most normal thing in the world, like there was a time we used to chat but now I was here they didn't speak to me anymore. I'd ask if this was my karma or if they were angry with me because i'd done something wrong . I'd be sobbing and saying sorry and asking for them to let me back home. Again at the time it seemed the most normal thing in t...

Yesterday I found myself with a dilemma, but a little back story first. While I often receive messages from the spirit world to pass on to others, I've never classed myself as psychic , it's not something I've personally chased or pursued to do, I don't give readings or stand up in a spiritual church and give messages to the congregation,  it just happened from a very young age like it was the most normaliest thing ever and has continued to this day. I remember the first time it happened, I was five years old and there was a passageway between our house and our neighbours, it was summer and I ran through the passageway to go knock for my friend in the next street, as I came out of the passageway I was stopped in my tracks by a voice. I didn't hear it outside of myself, it came from inside my head, it was a mans voice and he told me what my mission in life would be. I wasn't scared, in fact I was so excited, I turned on my heels, ran back down the passageway and ...

Having upsetting dreams is common, not that it helps, especially when the emotions of the dream impact your waking life. I've been having them myself recently, dreams where I find myself crying, then I wake up in the middle of the night and start crying for real impacted by what's just happened in the dream, but there's good reason for this which I'm about to explain.   In life, When we're not dealing with things that need dealing with, the emotions collect internally, usually the solar plexus located in the abdomen near the diaphragm, at some point they need to be released because otherwise they can end up causing health issues making us very ill. Dream-state is a way for the body to release those emotions safely and save them building up, but it's also alerting us to the fact there are things in our waking life that we aren't dealing with and until we do, dumping our emotions in an upsetting dream and then feeling the impact in our waking life will be  an ...

  I knew I was slipping in and out of consciousness, my mother said it was suddenly like a scene from Casualty, doctors came racing down the corridor and pulled the curtain around my bed and ushered her out. I felt the nurses face near mine again " You need an urgent blood transfusion, we're going to do it here now,do you understand? Can you blink or move a thumb, give me a sign that you understand?" I raised my thumb.  Next thing i was floating in the middle of the ward, I seemed to be going from my bed to floating and back again.I was scared and decided to think of sunflowers, I love sunflowers, something to focus on and distract from whatever was happening ? But i couldn't, there was this white circle surrounded by darkness, I couldn't shift it from my mind and was getting frustrated, but then  grey clouds started floating within the white circle and then god appeared  smiling, he'd shown himself to me before, always with a crown of thorns on his head.  In ...

When I started sharing some of my spiritual experiences with you, I promised that over time I would share more and this is one of those stories,  Due to the long nature of the story I've broken it into two parts so that hopefully you won't be falling asleep, although that's still possible of course?  So grab a Coffee and I'll begin...... 🤣 It was 2012 and i'd just been diagnosed with a large mass in my torso, I should say at this point that at no time during the whole of this experience did I ever feel it would end badly, I'm not sure if that's a deluded feeling that everyone feels when faced with a death sentence but I just instinctively knew god and spirit would look out for me. I don't believe in religion, but I'm spiritual, I live a yogic life, pray and from experience believe in a god, spirit and angels. I looked 9 months pregnant and was having trouble walking and breathing, I'd been back and forth to the GP over the years about my swol...

Continuing on from Pt1 ......Five years had gone by, I hadn't tried to visit the spirit world again via the method I'd learnt of meditation & picturing yourself moving up towards the ceiling on the inhales of breath. Although previously it had been a wonderful experience, it had still been a shock and reminded me that you shouldn't play around with these things, little did I know I wouldn't have to ? I was lying in bed on my back when I had the urge to open my eyes, that sensation always unnerved me because it was something I'd experienced as a small child, I should explain, I didn't actually want to open my eyes but it was as though something was forcing them open, the feeling becomes so strong its almost as if your eye balls will explode if you don't open them, and whenever this had happened I always ended up seeing something. It had started as a 4yr old back in our old house, when I saw a man in the middle of the night, he was standing by the open be...

It's often said that after death the after life is like a wonderful dream and having experienced it on a number of occasions I can confirm it is very much the same as in dream state, the only difference being you know it's not, you are still conscious of yourself and your being . After all, y our dreams and their messages are sent from the Spirit world in the first place so it makes sense that after death there is a familiarity between  the spirit world and our dreams.  In my last article I promised to share with you some of the experiences I have had but never shared publicly before, as I have stated previously I don't expect you to believe any of it, as someone who deems themselves fairly intelligent and rational thinking, often referred to as a cynic but prefers the term realist, had I not had these experiences for myself I would also be raising an eyebrow. But I can only say hand on heart what I'm about to share with you is a genuine account of what happened. I w...

Is it  possible to travel while asleep, as in Astral travel or Astral projection? Well, It's a vast subject but in easy terms it's about  an intentional out of body experience where the physical body stays on the bed and the soul leaves the body to travel the universe, it's the same kind of experience  as reported by those after a near death experience, so the answer is yes. Now before you start thinking I'm four Pringles short of a tube let me explain. The reason I can answer the question is because it's happened to me, I say happened TO me because in my case it wasn't intentional, never have I  been supping on a Horlicks before bed thinking " I hope I get scared shitless tonight and my soul decides to leave my  chubby little body behind and go for a wander?" But that's exactly what happened....apart from the Horlicks bit, come on, I'm not 93 and I can't stand Horlicks?   I don't expect you to believe what you're about to read, up ...