I knew I was slipping in and out of consciousness, my mother said it was suddenly like a scene from Casualty, doctors came racing down the corridor and pulled the curtain around my bed and ushered her out. I felt the nurses face near mine again " You need an urgent blood transfusion, we're going to do it here now,do you understand? Can you blink or move a thumb, give me a sign that you understand?" I raised my thumb. Next thing i was floating in the middle of the ward, I seemed to be going from my bed to floating and back again.I was scared and decided to think of sunflowers, I love sunflowers, something to focus on and distract from whatever was happening ? But i couldn't, there was this white circle surrounded by darkness, I couldn't shift it from my mind and was getting frustrated, but then grey clouds started floating within the white circle and then god appeared smiling, he'd shown himself to me before, always with a crown of thorns on his head. In ...