The Other Side Pt 2
Continuing on from Pt1 ......Five years had gone by, I hadn't tried to visit the spirit world again via the method I'd learnt of meditation & picturing yourself moving up towards the ceiling on the inhales of breath. Although previously it had been a wonderful experience, it had still been a shock and reminded me that you shouldn't play around with these things, little did I know I wouldn't have to ?
For some reason fear was replaced with curiosity and I jumped out of bed and ran onto the landing expecting to see him on the other side of the door, to a little girl it was magic and I wanted to ask him how he'd done it, but there was nothing, he'd gone?
So as an adult lying there once again with that sensation , I was reluctant to open my eyes, but eventually did. Just as in the previous experience Pt1 it was as though the ceiling had opened up, there was a large gaping black hole and the little girl I'd babysat for knelt at the side, leaning down with an outstretched hand, she still appeared aged 10 . I looked away, it can't really be happening? This is mad? I looked back and she was still there, hand reaching down to me, beckoning me to come. Once I made the decision to just go with it again, it's as though things were happening based on my thoughts and I found myself moving up towards the ceiling, but then she was gone. As I continued to move through the darkness horizontally, I was once again suddenly tilted upright and there I was back in exactly the same place I'd been five years previously.And there she stood again, only now showing herself at 15, the real age she would be, her hair had grown and she had some of it tied back, she also had a daisy chain crown on her head. I said something like "Wow, look at you, so grown, you look just like your mum?" and she smiled from ear to ear and said "Do you think so?" and I was like " Er, yes, you're like a mini version of her, I wish she could see you, she'd be blown away?" In that moment I felt a sadness and a guilt, that I was getting this experience and not her family. But like most things that happen spiritually or physically on the earth plain, I rarely understand the reasoning?
She asked if I would sit with her and help her make some more Daisy chains and I nodded and we sat on the grass opposite each other. Once again I didn't ask any questions, something that still baffles me today. I just somehow already knew the making of the daisy chains was important and in that moment didn't need to ask anything else? In fact we sat in silence working away , but it didn't feel weird or awkward, it was the complete opposite, there was just a real, warm, loving, comfortable vibe, and then just like the first time, she said "You have to go now" and I started to say " No, can't I stay a little longer, I forgot again? Why do I forget to ask you things? There's so much I want to say to you and ask you?"
At that point I started moving backwards, it was quick, but nowhere near as shocking and jarring as the first time. She smiled and said "Thankyou for helping me make the daisy chains" and then back into the darkness I fell until that awful moment of my spirit falling back into my body on the bed with a thud, and shooting upright gasping for air.
Whatever the reason, I never met with her again, but I was able to tell her Mum who seemed to draw great comfort from it, and maybe that WAS the reason?
I have been blessed to have many spiritual experiences from an early age and mainly kept them to myself because I'm well aware for those that haven't experienced anything it could just sound like I'm a fruit loop, and I wouldn't argue with you. But now for some reason I'm being guided to start sharing them, as someone who often writes on social media, talking about this subject publicly feels completely out of my comfort zone, but I have always trusted in Spirit and so over the next few months I will continue sharing some of those experiences.
Forever a Life Student